Melissochka

Life sure feels funny and different when you drink two cups of coffee in the morning instead of one! Oh my!  I think it means that simple decisions are harder to make.  Should I paint and then go on a walk?  Or should I walk and then paint when I return?  If I paint now I might get annoyed at all of the sunlight coming through our windows, teasing me by exposing all the dust on the furniture that, no matter how hard I try, I can't seem to rid completely.  But if I go on a walk now, I might end up getting the fear because surely there are lots of people outside, and I have had lots of coffee, and this is bad for anxiety.

Maybe guzzling a few liters of water will help me.